The Slightest Flick
August 5, 2011
Before the Weekend
June 11, 2011
Before you get really settled into your weekend, can I just say…
There is a possibility that this weekend you will run into that dude, you know, the guy who is cool, confident, charming, slightly arrogant, a total babe, picky about who he hooks up with, has been flirting with you, acts unavailable and aloof but makes you feel special at the same time…he has a reputation for being a manipulative prick and hurting girls. But you still still want him, you feel like you almost don’t have a choice. You know exactly who I’m talking about. Yes, you do…don’t act coy with me! And I get it, I really really do. Just please, for the sake of your sanity remember that he’s probably gonna lose interest just as you finally let your guard down. It’s just the way he is, and yes…perhaps you will be the one to ‘change’ him, but probably not. You know he’s bad for you, but you still want some of the action, I totally understand. So go for it, keep it light, don’t set your expectations too high.
And if by chance you should fall for him, and you’re really hurting and hating yourself for being so naive, then message me and we’ll talk about it. Because I’ve just gone through it and it’s utter hell, but you will come out the other side just fine, just keep holding on through the dark times.
Silence
June 9, 2011
All This Fussing and Fighting
April 8, 2011
- There is absolutely no point flogging a dead horse. If it’s over, it’s over.
- Hey newly single peeps, just FYI not everyone is going to want to fuck you – beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Don’t let this ruin your self-esteem!
- I’ve always thought Judgmental people were horrible, until this weekend when I was put in an awkward spot and had to go ahead and judge my little heart out. I was feeling awful about it until a friend simply pointed out that sometimes it’s our judgements that save us. Lightbulb!
- Kiss until your lips bleed
- Be wary of people who use the term ‘nice guys finish last’
- Think about all the things you would do if you weren’t afraid.
- Do you look at the other people in photo besides yourself?
- You might think he’s hot, but you certainly can’t force chemistry.
- No-one wants to hear about the dream you had last night unless it involves them!
- Crying is the side-effect of an emotion, not a tool for manipulation.
- Keep the PDA to a minimum
- Think about who you would die for, then tell them – sometimes people don’t understand how special they are.
- The truth will set you free, or destroy you.
- If a dude you like smells like hairspray, run.
Got You
March 26, 2011
I’ve been thinking about dudes, flirting, boundaries, sex and dating.
Here Goes, Weeeeee:
Let’s go ahead and simplify this whole thing.
If a dude wants you he’ll make it happen no matter what. If you show the slightest bit of interest (even if its fleeting) he will zero in on that like a Shark after blood and you will be 100% totally hooked. Dudes are crafty and gutsy like that, if they want it they will say it and make it known. There won’t be any ominous texts to feel out the vibe, counting down the seconds until you text back. NOPE, none of that. A dude will cut the crap and simplify it all – he wants IN and damn the consequences, he’ll figure out the details later.
Women go weak over this because everyone wants to be wanted or at the very least validated. If a dude walks up to you at a party and whispers depraved things in your ear and then casually walks away again, your vision goes blurry and you my friend are a fucking goner.
Every action for the rest of the night is geared towards him. You orientate yourself around him being able to see you. Even if nothing happens that night, the whole next week you act like he can see you, even when you are alone! Your hair and makeup is perfect and your legs are always shaved.
And by the way, in these circumstances the dude rarely cares how you look, I mean – you have clearly been obsessing to make sure your eye makeup matches your shoes or whatever psychotic thing you’ve chosen to zero in on. He notices, but it’s beyond that point, you already have his attention. All he really cares about at this point is having his body parts inside/on your body parts.
Have fun, and hold on tight!
Jecc xx
You, Yes, You
February 17, 2011
There Goes Your Fear, Let It Go
October 8, 2010
So I had been thinking about Mr. Swooney a lot. I had seen him recently and he made my stomach go all wriggly, to be honest I was surprised! I’m trying to stay free and unattached. My travel plans change rapidly and I’m all over the place, so I try to keep things simple.
But honestly, if I meet the right guy, I could easily change my plans.
So for the first time in my life I took a shot, leapt off the edge, went for it, took the plunge, put myself out there. And all of those bold and brave things.
I sent him a cute and witty message, it was to the point and no pressure. I basically said I thought he was a great guy and I liked hanging out with him, that I was interested and bla bla bla.
It’s been 2 weeks and I haven’t heard a thing.
Not a peep, Zip, Nien, Nada, Nothing.
Now, I do know he is painfully shy, so could this be it? Could my casual message still have freaked him out? Sent him packing never to be seen again? Is he now living in a shack in Timbuktu, hiding under the covers drinking whiskey? Who knows?! Maybe I never will.
And here is the worst part, the part ALL of you can relate to, I have INSTANTLY gone to the place of ‘he think’s I’m fat and ugly.’ My self-worth has plummeted. Instant self blame.
But I’m fighting this horrid natural inclination with everything I have. I just have to let it be, not over analyse and just trust that there is a reason why this didn’t work out (it better be a fucking good one)
I’m not going to be set back by this, I still have faith in Love/Lust/One night stands.
It was actually kinda cool putting myself out there, try it, I DARE you.
Better to know than be left wondering!
Jecc xx
Absolute Warmth And All Things Gorgeous
June 12, 2010
It’s a Saturday morning and I’m sitting in bed reading blogs, replying to emails and doing general life administration things.
I have a coffee on my bedside table and the sun is shining.
Saturday morning is my favorite part of the week, the weekend is just beginning, and the two days you have ahead seem, well, endless. Anything could happen, How exciting!
I’m feeling very content these last few days, I did go through an anxious stage with Mr. Argentina, he was acting distant and I was going to let his behavior slide because we are having ‘fun’ and I don’t really know the rules, so I don’t know where I’m allowed to say anything or not. But I thought, NO, I am an adult, I’m just gonna ask him what’s up.
So I asked, he acted like a juvenile child. Denied everything, made me feel like an insane female…fucking HATE that trait in a guy, just OWN your shit man, don’t be passive aggressive, don’t turn it around on me. I was just asking out of concern. When your behavior changes, then it’s pretty obvious something is up! No, I’m not falling in love with you, I am a nice person and I was just concerned, relax dude!
So, I think this thing has run its course, it’s not just fun anymore, it’s getting a little more complicated, which is OK I guess, but not exactly ideal, AND if we keep hanging out the way we have been and acting like we have been (yes we act like a proper couple whenever we are together, and yes, it’s very confusing) then I’m probably gonna start having proper feelings for him, I tried to be distant, compartmentalise my feelings but it’s not that easy! I’m just not wired that way, but that’s OK, I know when enough is enough.
It doesn’t mean that I won’t check my phone every 10 seconds for the next few weeks, or get all whimsical about how much fun I had with him/how well we got along, BUT I do know I will be just fine.
But, nothing ventured nothing gained, You can’t live life locked in a cupboard, You have to just put yourself out there and hope for the very best.
It is imperative that you do this, do you want to look back at your life and wonder…what if?
HELL TO THE NO!
Lady Jecca xx