A Little Secret

June 16, 2012

I have a little secret to tell you…

You are a grown up.

Do you know what that means?

It means…

You can do whatever you like.


Close To The Edge

May 26, 2012

“I want to stand as close to the edge as I can without going over. Out on the edge you see all the kinds of things you can’t see from the center.”
– Kurt Vonnegut


But what if you aren’t any good at the thing you dream of doing?

A Simple Realization

May 17, 2012





Today I am Brave.
So brave!

So brave that I
Could actually leave all this

I am energized

The things I thought were permanent aren’t at all.
I just realized, I am free.

Not this job, this car, this house can contain me.
I am so fucking relieved.

– JK

Believe In Love

March 30, 2012



Try and don’t stop trying, you never know what each day will bring. Maybe you will meet the love of your life today, tomorrow, next year…it doesn’t matter when, it’s the expectation and the results that make it all worth it. That little seedling of belief we all have deep down inside.  And it might hurt, and you might be devastated, but you might also be in raptures of happiness – doing nothing but daydreaming about him/her. That sweet and amazing feeling when you recall memories of them to keep you going until you see them next, when they steal hours from your day. Replaying a sentence or a hand gesture in your head – like its the most amazing thing to ever happen to you. When you are kissing and you realize you’ve been holding your breath the whole time.

It’s Love and it’s torture, but its just the best kind of torture and you know you wouldn’t have it any other way.

I also live by the rule that the journey to meet that great love is simply the universe weeding out the mis-matches and losers, and lessons to be learned. It all prepares you so that when you meet him/her the timing will be great – whether its perfect timing or imperfect timing, there is always room for love, you will always find a way.

Jecca xx

One Day

March 12, 2012


“You know what I can’t understand? You have all these people telling you all the time how great you are, smart and funny and talented and all that, I mean endlessly, I’ve been telling you for years. So why don’t you believe it? Why do you think people say that stuff, Em? Do you think it’s a conspiracy, people secretly ganging up to be nice about you?”
–‘One Day’


March 6, 2012


Yesterday I had the most fun I’ve had in a long time, I stood up out of the sunroof of the car, and was driven around the hills at an alarming pace. Up, down, dooooown uuuup and all around. Hooting and laughing the entire way.

And no, I wasn’t drunk.

Opinions Are Like…

February 20, 2012


Don’t do it. Don’t demand an honest opinion of someone, then get angry when it’s what you get.

Jecca xx

Does It Fit?

February 20, 2012



I said “I just don’t know where I fit with you, where I fit in your life”

He said “I don’t know either – but to be honest you scare the shit outta me…you make me want to do really crazy shit. Like illogical, ridiculous crazy shit.”

The Shift

February 9, 2012


There are things in the works, and there is a shift going on. I am smiling and all the fairy lights are switched on, it’s so very lovely.

Unfortunately the business of real life and the day-to-day is keeping me from all of you and this Blog for the moment.

I have so much to tell you, and so many little things I’ve been writing, I’ve been furiously hunched over my trusty notebook. Inspiration and observation are grabbing me at every turn, It’s almost overwhelming.

Enjoy this winter garden picture my sister took – isn’t she so clever!

Sending magic to all,
Jecca xx