I Don’t

December 31, 2011

Maria Helen

I don’t love you anymore.
I’m so fucking proud of myself.
You made it so easy, darling.


A Good Reason?

December 28, 2011

You are loved darling. Maybe not by the one you want, in the way you want, but perhaps this is for a very good reason?

My Gentle Heart

December 23, 2011

“I like women who haven’t lived with too many men. I don’t expect virginity but I simply prefer women who haven’t been rubbed raw by experience. There is a quality about women who choose men sparingly; it appears in their walk, in their eyes, in their laughter and in their gentle hearts. Women who have had too many men seem to choose the next one out of revenge rather than with feeling. When you play the field selfishly everything works against you: one can’t insist on love or demand affection. You’re finally left with whatever you have been willing to give which often is: nothing. Some women are delicate things, some women are delicious and wondrous. If you want to piss on the sun go ahead but please leave them alone.”

-Charles Bukowski

Tiny Shards

December 21, 2011

Broken and cautious
Thats me.

Are broken yourself
Tiny shards
Under your skin
I see them.

But then
You look
You look at me

And we are no longer breaking apart
We are tiny shards
Inching ever so slightly closer

– JL Knapp

I Was Starving

December 19, 2011


I went on a date on friday night, my first proper official date in years. YEARS!

It was magic, I had so much fun and was treated beautifully. If I could have designed my dream date this would have been it. Seriously.

It really made me realize how starved I have been for this kind of thing, and that every girl out there, no matter how strong or independent still loves it when a man opens a door for them, tells them they are beautiful and walks them to the car at the end of the night.

Sigh, swoon…

Jecc xx

Glittering Eyes

December 17, 2011


“Watch with glittering eyes the whole world around you because the greatest secrets are always hidden in the most unlikely places. Those who don’t believe in magic will never find it.” – Roald Dahl